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Friday, August 29, 2008
Relinked all da peoplez who changed url.
Wondering why they can't stick to one...hmmm
Also wondering whether i emo or not???
Dropped asleep at home once i reached home.
Was super tired and super Fcked up with the ppl and things that pissed me off today.
~~~List of IRRITATING EVENTS~~~
1. Woke up at 2am / 4am and 5am to find my father snoring in my bed room.
2. Exhausted from lack of sleep and reluctant to go to school ( band also )
3. Planned to skip band to go back to PPS ( but I did not )
4. Did SC duties ( Not Seah Cheng duties,School Counsellor duties )
5. Took 2 teacher's day presents instead of one. Went to give to 2 teachers.
6. Watched teachers and students telematch. Felt bored.
7. Went up to band room at 11am ( it was open at 12pm)
8. Fell asleep at the staircase ><
9. Dragged myself into band room
10. Stayed with band hoping for earlier dismissal to go back primary sch ( but it did not happen )
11. Walked out of school with Jiyu carrying his wooden cased instrument. was raining.
12. Caught up with Wan Feng,Chin Leng and Jia Yi. PangSeh my friends when taxi came.
13. Wanted to go PPS, driver dunno where,brought me to AVE5 pioneer sec there
14. Stopped to prevent money wastage
15. walked home alone and emo-ly
16. Stopped at the renovating PPS at gekpoh there, look at the place. Did deep thinking of my past actions. Felt more upset, hurt and guilty
17. Drag feet home cos i promised my pri sch teachers I could make it there
18. Reached home, received SMS from Jeremiah. Security Guard just shutted everyone out.
19. Felt very overburdened. Blamed band for everything.... haiz...
20. Stepped home. Looked at the scenery from my balcony, went to room,drop on floor to sleep.
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Very pitiful day indeed....
Haiz.
Also made alot of my friends scared about me cos of my mood swings.
I'm going abit crazy. Kept talking bout death and all that.
Jia Yi most scared. Den i say blood she say shuddup lar.
I talked bout death and how useless is life with her in MSN ytd.
She told me how BEAUTIFUL life was.
I told her how UGLY AND DARK life was.
Haiz.
Labels: Bleeding soul. Crying Heart
