Stressed out -day 3.
Well,actually,today I not emo liao.
I feel much betta. xD
Stupid cut on my wrist =.=
Bend my wrist that time have the feeling of harden crusty blood tearing apart.
Very itchy and irritating feeling.
>< . I wish I was an Atlantian,rumoured to heal wounds quick and live x10 longer than man.

Haha,tks to all ur positive comments.
Last night I dreamt about sumthing,but it is black and white =.= so dull....
=.=...
Life is a surprise,a chance for hope,and also misery.
Can't stand it,but who cares?
I have approx 66 more years to live,hopes to die earlier than that.
Hopefully kena car accident,hehehehe.
Or MRT train run over my body and chop me into 3 pieces.
=P den my spirit hunt Boon Lay station.
Imagine the brown rusty and silver shiny double rail tracks stained with blood.
xD

Den today morning,I prepare for English Project.
I found alot of Baby Pictures,reminds me of my past =D
Now I know why I have black and white dreams.
9/1/1994. 5days old,( in the picture) I was looking at spinning black and white pictures =.=
Dots.....
dat was the only thing i can remember till today.
Before I saw the picture,i could still remember that.

Labels: Stressed Out

THIS ONE IS FOR 6-4 o6 to read.
Regarding the party.
if 10-20 ppl coming,budget is $200.
If 20-30 ppl coming, Budget is $350.
So you calculate urself,how much u needa pay.
THE PARTY WILL BE THIS DECEMBER
There is a ChatAnGo box called 6-4 Patience~~~
Put ur name in it if u wanna go.
List down wad activities u also wan,we having water bomb for sure

Stressedful - day 2 of stressing out.
Went bonkers.
Slept late , VERY LATE last night,and woke up,VERY EARLY.

PPL come my house paint the whole building,now my garden messy.
The plants everywhere like sum shallow jungle.

Found 1 BBQ video in my cam. ( 9 - 10th june BBQ pt 2H )
It is about waking up on the 2nd day.
Quite lame,BUT WHO CARES???.
xD

Seah Cheng showing how Crystal ( the gal dat sleept on his right hand side) elbow him at night.
Chin Leng laughing towards it.
See Min juz woke up.
Yi Chang walkin around.
Me sit beside the computer filming crap.
And this video happens to be that crap.

Labels: Pics And Vids, Stressed Out

Life just got worse for me.
Stressed life as SC.
Stressed Westwoodian.
Stressed sec2 SL.
and further more,my section kena problems her parent's decisions.
I respect their decisions as they know what is best for her,not me.

Oh well,looks like now i nid solo mono oh mono take care sec-1s till i pass out in year 2010.
haiz, i've decided to transfer schools after 2008 over.
The stress to much.
When i transfer,i can start a new,less stressful,more concentrated life...
I cannot stand it anymore,I wannna stab myself.
I'm too tired, too hurt to go to sleep.

I also have relationship troubles in the school.
I cannot tell the gal i like that i like her.
Lata she very awkward den avoid me ( like my p4 classmate ).
Haiz,the whole class is lucky except me.

Once i leave this school,i wun feel so lonely anymore.
I am ill-treated and tormented by my classmates.
I cannot take it anymore.
The only true ppl to me are Koh Siong,Wei Yang,Ji Yu,Xun Qiang,Ridhwan and dats all

SC treats me as a unfun person with no sense of humour. =.=
I feel left out from the rest of the class.
There is no sense of camaraderie ( a sense of belonging ) between me and them...
God,help me please.

I want to throw a coin into the river,make a wish,and when i wake up,it will come true.
I wish i could go back to when i was born,and i wish i could alter time into my family had not enough money to pay for my life and death surgery and i died.
Then all these would'nt happen.

I know I'm being an emo maniac,but it is the only way to escape my nightmares.
I'm a self-centered ( self-fish ), ego-centric ( self-fish) and superficial ( shallow attitude ).
with no hope in a future career,job,relationship WHATEVER.
I'm a failure,stuntman cannot cos i dun parkour and dun risk life.
Vet cannot cos my bio grades unstable.
TV crew / actor cannot cos i camera shy.
everything cannot.
Please sum1,hire sum1 to come and kill me.
That sum1 wun go to jail,cos this is an evidence that i asked sum1 to kill me.
Pls come and find me in Jurong Area near Gek Poh shopping centre ( singapore )
to take my life and kill my misery,thank you brave killing muderous stranger.
I shall thank you for ending my miserable life.
I really feel like crying but i can't and bottle my feelings up....

Labels: Stressed Out

Today band very weird lor.
Band Major like abit mood swing for the past 3 weeks.
Den at the Concert Rehearsal, Chin Leng put mouth piece on floor,den have DING sound.
Den have sum ppl make the suck in air sound "Eruh~~~"
Den Jack ( Quater Master ) heard it,den tot she drop mouthpiece.
After band she kena punished for nothing.
Bringing Punish to those who are innocent like the April 2008 issue of Readers Digest.
" He was sentenced to life for a murder he did not commit"

After her punishment she angry liao,I actually wanna wait for her.
But after punishment she run off with her sis.
She also throw her file hard on the floor.
I know how she feels,miserable and that no one cares about a single word she says.
The way i also feel. What I say is always ignored,cos I'm not popular / funny.
The only true ppl who listen are my friends, Ridhwan and Ji Yu.
Not even my parents can spare a listening ear.... haiz,sadness.

Today PE,long jump.
I jumped 333cm,3.33m
I did 2 jumps.
1st jump is a file. Cut my wrist without noticing,and it bleed when I crashed on the sandpit.
2nd jump 333cm,den I notice hurting den i go look.


Looks like a sandy,browny liquid with sand particles, eck.
Den ppl tot I emo attack,den cut my wrist.
I AM NOT EMO FOR THE FREAKING LAST TIME.
I emo before,BUT I NEVA GO DOWN TO CUTTING MYSELF..

Labels: Pics And Vids

Haiz,today school,time constrain si bei strict.
dismiss school SUPPOSEDLY 1.30pm. den change 2pm
band straight away nid go up and settle down by 2.15pm
so neva makan.
den,bo energy continue activities.
The 1st round of rehearsal very funny xD.
Mr Wong : Ok instruments up....~~~ Plip plop plip plop ok finish...
lol xD
den at 4.30 2nd rehearsal,this time we really play.
Choir dam out of tune,clapping no consistency and no togetherness.
Guzheng like WHAT THE HELL THEY PLAYING??
Guzheng + guitar = What da hell + guitar bo volume what for combine =.=
In my opinion,and in the truth,BAND is the most precise even though we aren't the best.
very tired,dismissed at 7.30pm,haiz...
GOD DAMMIT.

Let me list a few funny things that happened today.
Mrs Lee spilled water.
Mrs Lee pronounced Jesus and G-jurs
Mr Wong's plip plop plip plop.

Ya,dats it,kinda below average funniness...
Chin Leng kept forcing me to tell her who I like,den i gave her empty and deciving answers.
I say end year den tell.
Den i chnage to WHEN THE TIME IS RIGHT den tell.
She smack me,poke me,abuse me LOL.
Den i go pester her and call her chinese name + full name with American-Chinese..
Hehehehehehe. Lollolllolllololololllololol

Btw,i found out my blog is like nobody?
When i dun update,become dead.
When i update,few ppl come,den lesser and lesser,till no more =.=
Now no one tag for dunno how many days...

Warh,heehee,my homework still far from done =P
Band whole week sia,Monday and Tuesday do drills.
Monday do abt 64 pumpings + 7 lap running.
den have sectionals =.=
Tues do abt 168 pumpings,OUCH,but no running.
den have sectionals, AGAIN.=.=
Den today fullband,hahaha,very fun.

den saw wei yang's blog. look at this funny joke he came up with (i think it is him)

why did the chicken cross the road?
ans: to get to the other side

why did the rooster cross the road?
ans: to prove he wasn't chicken

~~~~New Joke~~~~ Also by Wei Yang,i think =.=

Once, there was muah chee. and always goes to this supermarket to shop for groceries. so he always takes the same route too. but one day after he bought his groceries, he went back by the same route and saw char siew bao. it was a small alley and only one could go through. char siew bao said "IF I EVER SEE YOU AGAIN, I'LL THROW YOU INTO THE SEA!" muah chee got so scared that he ran away by the other longer route. from that day onwards, he never took that route ever again. but one day, due to his carelessness, he took that route, and unfortunately, he saw char siew bao. he ran away immediately and char siew bao gave chase. muah chee ran up a mountain and saw a small crack that only he could squeeze through. he went in, bringing along his groceries. he hid in the crack for 3 days and 3 nights, eating his groceries. he thought, "I don't think char siew bao is outside anymore, it's been so long." so masturing up all his courage, he went out, and saw char siew bao standing there. guess what did char siew bao do?
ans: through him into the sea.

okay that wasn't funny, but the next one is hilarious!
don't believe me?
read on and see for yourself.

Long long ago, there lived Romeo and Juliet. They lived in singapore. Romeo lived in the east while Juliet lived in the west. Last time, there were no electronic gadgets, mail, or pidgeons. So they had to write letters to each other, roll it into a tiny tiny little scroll, stuff it into the bottle, attach a cork, and throw it into the sea. Then the other party would fish it up. One day, Romeo was writing a letter to Juliet. He wrote it nicely, rolled it up, stuffed it into the bottle, attatched a cork, and threw it into the sea. Juliet, on the other hand, was fishing. Guess what did she catch?
ans: MUAH CHEE! LOL (:

~~~~Quoted~~~~

No copyrights reserved LOOOL.
Come sue me if u bu shuang HAHAHAHAHAHA.
Lata i throw u in river,hope juliet fishes u out xD
den u be fwens with her and Muah Chee,hehehehehe

Bwahahahaha,saw this very funny vid in Cheah Hee blog xD
No POK,full version xD

Labels: Pics And Vids

Like OMG.The BBQ was like superb?
9th June~~~~

11.30am-5.30pm
Watch HORROR and GORE movies xD.

5.30pm-9.15pm
BBQ,yummie,but stressful.
Cook chicken till chao ta.
Still ppl complain raw,INCLUDING CHEE SENG.
Chee Seng waste butter / margarine lor,he do nothing.
Waste 10grams of margarine on JUZ 1 piece of CHICKEN.wtf..
He wan us grow fat.
We chase him away,den he FIRST one to EAT.
Complain chicken raw...
Ms Wong come with KS,WT,SP they all.
bring yummie goodies xD.
Cookies DELICIOUS but hard,break my teeth lol.i dun wan bo geh.
Den suddenly at 8.30pm,have sumthing DAM FUNNY HAPPEN

HAVE PSYCHOPATH GO AIR-RAID US WITH WATER BOMBS !!!!
That guy was on the roof top,throw one balloon down, Phack sound.
Sum 1 say omg.
den lata 2 thud sound,ppl suggesting to run.
den i think the person take 1 bucket of water bombs den POOR DOWN!!!
Seah Cheng suggested to run, xD.
All go hide in 1 corner of the bbq pit,it was a MOMENT of SUSPENSION =x
I tot my brother throw de,cos when it happen,he not at home.
Den i call his HP scold him like siao ><
Whoops,hehehehe.

9.15pm-10pm
WATER BOMB FIGHT!!!
Make like 500+ Water bombs?
William,a POLY2 student join us ( My p6 classmate friend brother/brother's friend also)
1st round we all target William,SO FUN.

2nd round we target everyone. ouch.

den 3rd round abit like TOO rough.
we play team on 3rd round.
I carry 4 bombs in my hand,den 1st move from enemy,aim my hand.
EVERYTHING Boom in my hand.
I run around dodging =.=
Den i almost fall down,i stop running.
Xuan Jun beside me,kena smacked in the stomach hard,i hear the sound.
OUCH.

10pm+
All pack up le,come my house play Halo2 xDxD
11pm+
Shower + HORROR FILM AGAIN xD.

10th June ~~~

12am+
Den we watch ratatoulie.ppl say wan watch,play den no one watch =.=
SeeMin,Rachel,Yong Jie playing maple =.=
Seah Cheng and Chin Leng pester each other,lawls

3am.
Kryst,Seah Cheng,Chin Leng fell asleep.
I stayed awake with YJ,Rachel,SeeMin.
Den i dosed off at the door =.=
Air Con dam cold,no blanket.
Chin Leng go take all the blanket LOL.
Seah Cheng snore like wad da fug?
He wake up 4am+ ,go toilet,dun dare go alone.
Den he pee with door open.
Ppl in TV room say EEW.
Den everyone go back sleep again.
I wake up at 6.30am+
SeeMin JUST started to snore,lol.

Den went mac for breakfast.
Played CS,Audition and MapleSEA after that.
den all come my house rest 40mins.

1pm everyone leave the house except me,yong jie and yichang.
They wanna go ESCAPE themepark.
Me,YJ,YC lazy =P
We makan Sotong BALLS for a SNACK and drink Grape Juice.

3pm everyone come back again,watch Ah Long PTE LTD.
den after the movie everyone leave liao,they all go rachel house.
I stayed at home,wanna catch up on sleep =.=

Sleep 3hrs,had fever,light headedness. Haiz.
haha,well,this is BASICALLY and 1000+++ word SUMMARY of wad happened.
Hehe xDxDxD ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

~~~~~~~~~~~The End~~~~~~~~~~

Btw,if next time class outing,DRAG Ji Yu OUT!!!
U all can drag him out,i pay for everyone BUBBLE TEA with 30cents pearl / fillings

Ain't this cute xD ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Labels: Pics And Vids

Here is the vid of my bro performing.dots,cam battery off den no more. 49secs



Listen to this also,it is the number 25th person who played a song.
Nocturne op.9 no 2 by chopin

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Hehehehehehe,ytd from 1.30pm-2.51pm so fun xD
Went to a piano concert. watch my bro perform, they all soooooo PRO. I mean the older ones.
The 4-7years old play cuckoo clock ,grandfather clock, it is not so easy.
Have 1 lady,play Nocturne Op.9 No.2 by Chopin. DAM SHIOK.

Here is the schedule.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

1. Zhuang Jianning - Barcarolle by Burgmuller
2.Sophie Groeneweg - When the Saints go Marching in (traditional)
3.Hester Pore - Polly Wolly Doodle by Geraldine Law-Lee
4.Megan Jakin - Head & Soul by Martha Mier
5.Madeline Jakin - My Grandfather's Clock by Lina Ng
6.Nicky Conrad - Old McDonald ( traditional )
7.Ivan Ho - 1. The Birdling's Serenade by Michael Aaron
2. Drummer boy by Michael Aaron
8.Inez Yong - Sonatina in G by Beethoven
9.Sean Groeneweg - Fur Elise by Beethoven
10.Zhang Ai Jia - The Battle Hymn of the Republic Fandango by Alfred
12.Daniel Lee - 1. Sonatina in C Major by Frank Lynes 2.Green Tangerine by Dennis Alexander
13.Nicole teng - Not So Hard by Lina Ng
14.Rouvin Erh - Andante bye Enckhausen
15.Queena Tan - Andante in B flat by Mozart
16.Jefri Ho - Beach Calypso & Hornpipe by Pauline Hall
17.Athanasius Liau - Garage Sale by Pam Wedgwood
18.Helene Yong - The Old Cuckoo Clock by N.Bachinskaya
19.Sakura Ito - The Clock on the Wall by Kullak
20.Alex Conrad - 1.There'll be a Hot Time in the Old Town Tonight 2.Balleto by Georg Simon Lohlein
21.Georgina Woo - Canon in D by Pachelbel
22.Benjamin Woo - 1.Charvaleresque by Burgmuller 2.Burlesque by Windsperger
23.Noel Toh - Sonatina Op.36 No.1 by M.Clementi
24.Kristy Poh - Allegretto by Turk
25.Cheong Rujun - Nocturne Op.9 No.2 by Chopin
26.Aricia Jieqi Thirumaran - A Little Ronda by J.N. Hummel
27.Keith Jieren Thirumaran - Secret by Jay Chou
28.Jenny Fan - Mattinata by R.Leoncavallo
29.Alethia Liau - Little Woodland Bird by H.Hofmann
30.Joey Erh - Andante in B flat by Mozart
31. Xavier Leong - 1.Out Detective Agency 2.Skip to my Lou by Nancy & Randall Faber
32.Natalie Toh - Alarm by Bjelinski
33.Alex Ng ( my bro ) - 1. Time to say Goodbye by Francesco Sartori 2.Houki Boshi by Bleach
34.Kate Fan & Jenny Fan ( Duet ) The Entertainer by Scott Joplin

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~The End~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Lol,i was video-ing my bro,after few seconds camera off and neva on again...
I must get my waranty LOL.
I hate my cam.
Ever since the Korea ACCIDENT.
My father blame me for the faulty camera..
NOT MY FAULT LOR.
He ask me take out the cam in the FREEZING weather.
Den have condensation and water inside.
Den spoil....
STUPID WIND.
STUPID SNOW.
STUPID CAMERA!!!!!

Watch this great vid ^^




Lol,sry Aishah for putting u in my link as trombone for the past dunno 1-2 month.
Finally changed it xD.
Btw, when i do SC duty dat time,why u SMACK ME FOR NO REASON? Ouchies,i got a bubu ><
lolz... =.=

Today DagonMS ( Maplestory Private Server x100 exp and x50 mesos)
Zakum released,massive lag.
DC every 10mins or so.
Went to Dual Ghost Pirate,saw papulatus... WTF? killed it xD,den dc =.=
Den,went eat dinner,do maths hw.
Try to login again,Server crash =.=

The creator shuld spend like $1000 on creating a much STABLE server on the internet =.=
He stuff the whole file in his own personal computer. DOTS
So lag lor =.=
Bug here bug there.

Den I ignored my MapleSEA brother for very long. Swift1 ( Alvin )
I neva talk to him,den one day he come THIS blog and said in THIS CBOX.
I DUN WANNA TALK TO YOU !!!!!!

Like what did i do?????
Haiz,chin leng ask me give him time to cool down,but i can sense his seriousness this time.
Usually he joke with me this kinds of things,but I have sum sort of telepathic connection with him. ( NOT GAY OK ???? )

I respect him more than my biological brother.
At least he does'nt ill treat me like my real bro does.
My bro just calls me when he needs me,and shoves me aside when he does'nt.
The only point of time when we can have a nice conversation is when he help me with maths...

Other than that he just reply YA LA YA LA,GO AWAY LAR PEST.
But I also still respect him, he kena fever,fell sick after Aviation Camp at Singapore Poly.
He dam pale and i sympathise him... haiz.
I'm losing everyone i care about............................

Life is miserable,seriously.
My life is " FLAWLESS " and I totally " LIKE IT "....

Here is a little video of my bro's creativity.

cLaSs: 2HipSteR.
CLASS: 3 MULTIPLY BY "I".
CLASS: 4 IMBA.
SCHOOL: WESTWOOD SECONDARY.
CLASS: 1SB1'11
SCHOOL: ANGLO-CHINESE JUNIOR COLLEGE

DOB 4th/JAN/1994.

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