Well,at least did not inherit smile from parents. CREEPY!! Brother also abit..

Brother look weird eating subway. Me drinking Pierre sparkling water. William smiling.

Brother appears to be kissing the sandwich instead of biting. William still smiling.

Labels: Belgium Visit, Bleeding soul. Crying Heart

Relinked all da peoplez who changed url.
Wondering why they can't stick to one...hmmm
Also wondering whether i emo or not???
Dropped asleep at home once i reached home.
Was super tired and super Fcked up with the ppl and things that pissed me off today.

~~~List of IRRITATING EVENTS~~~
1. Woke up at 2am / 4am and 5am to find my father snoring in my bed room.
2. Exhausted from lack of sleep and reluctant to go to school ( band also )
3. Planned to skip band to go back to PPS ( but I did not )
4. Did SC duties ( Not Seah Cheng duties,School Counsellor duties )
5. Took 2 teacher's day presents instead of one. Went to give to 2 teachers.
6. Watched teachers and students telematch. Felt bored.
7. Went up to band room at 11am ( it was open at 12pm)
8. Fell asleep at the staircase ><
9. Dragged myself into band room
10. Stayed with band hoping for earlier dismissal to go back primary sch ( but it did not happen )
11. Walked out of school with Jiyu carrying his wooden cased instrument. was raining.
12. Caught up with Wan Feng,Chin Leng and Jia Yi. PangSeh my friends when taxi came.
13. Wanted to go PPS, driver dunno where,brought me to AVE5 pioneer sec there
14. Stopped to prevent money wastage
15. walked home alone and emo-ly
16. Stopped at the renovating PPS at gekpoh there, look at the place. Did deep thinking of my past actions. Felt more upset, hurt and guilty
17. Drag feet home cos i promised my pri sch teachers I could make it there
18. Reached home, received SMS from Jeremiah. Security Guard just shutted everyone out.
19. Felt very overburdened. Blamed band for everything.... haiz...
20. Stepped home. Looked at the scenery from my balcony, went to room,drop on floor to sleep.
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Very pitiful day indeed....
Haiz.
Also made alot of my friends scared about me cos of my mood swings.
I'm going abit crazy. Kept talking bout death and all that.
Jia Yi most scared. Den i say blood she say shuddup lar.
I talked bout death and how useless is life with her in MSN ytd.
She told me how BEAUTIFUL life was.
I told her how UGLY AND DARK life was.
Haiz.

Labels: Bleeding soul. Crying Heart

Had band today,so planned to go back to PPS later.
So reluctant to stay in band,i constantly looked at the clock in the bandroom.
Pang Seh my friends at the westwood secondary school traffic light to take taxi to PPS.
I MET UP WITH AN IDIOTIC TAXI DRIVER.
HE DUN EVEN NOE HIS WAY TO PPS....
I gave more specific directions like the Old Jurong West Primary
BUT I ENDED UP AT PIONEER SECONDARY.
I told him to drop me off there in the end,to prevent lost of money.
I was about to take bus to PPS.
Friends called me, security guard just closed the school to visitors.
WTH
I BLAME BAND FOR EVERYTHING!!!!
BAND WAS THE ONLY CCA ON THAT DAY.
EVERYONE ELSE HAD TIME TO VISIT.
ONLY I DON'T
I NEVER SEE MY TEACHER FOR 1.5YEARs
I HATE THE BAND, HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT!!!!!!!!
i feel very sad...

Labels: Bleeding soul. Crying Heart

Thoughts of death flood my mind
As darkness seeps through my blood.
The life I lived through was blind
Clever as me to see it was a lie

Weeping sorrows as I walked
Hearing Xiao Ming follow me
Turned my body with a deadman's actions
Asked the ghost why follow thee?

The ghost replied in a ghostly wail
I had no friends, I had no one
Death is falling upon you
And a friend I shall become one.

I knodded my head and followed him.
To the band room i saw my fate.
To stay with my instrument
And die with hate.

Love is nothing.
Love is blind.
Love is just a thorn,
in someone's hind.

As a ghost he thought.
A friend I would soon have ( pronounced as haff )
Dropped a hammer and it would be done
As Kenneth died with an evil laugh ( pronounced as laff )

Labels: Bleeding soul. Crying Heart

I think i'm finally in a stage of acceptance after the stage of denial that i'm EMO.
written sum very emo stuff on the back of my foolscap paper backboard xD
And i'm starting to agree that people deny what they are.
Like the chinese drama : THE DEFINING MOMENT
Wo bu shi feng
(i'm not crazy in chinese)
when he is really crazy.

I'M NOT EMO!!
(when i really am)

Getting very upset over band.
I had a teacher's day party planned out on friday but I HAVE BAND!!!!
SHIIIIIEEEEEEEEEEEEEET

Then i cannot even go back to SEE MY TEACHER!!!!!!!!!!!!
NEVA SEE FOR MORE THAN 1/5 YEARS!!!!!!

And apparently the band major ( i should'nt give her a name )
said sumthing which i was not supposed to hear ( i heard by accident )
BM : I heard alot of students wanted to go back to pri sch
Tch : Friday have band
BM : I know,so all those who skip band to go back PUNISH THEM!!!

Haiz, it is like westwood controls us to LOVE ONLY OUR SECONDARY SCH TEACHERS
It is like they are jealous of pri sch teachers cos we love them more.
And primary school is less BUDGET than Westwood ( Westwood = SUPER BUDGET SCH )
I wanna throw a rally for Band Members!!!

WHO WANNA GO BACK TO PRIMARY SCHOOL WITHOUT GOING FOR BAND SPAM MY BLOG!!!

xD

Labels: Bleeding soul. Crying Heart

one day i will really go crazy like the fann wong show.
sooo stressed but since this is last week of school who cares?
Got tons of border line A1, so heng, and chinese finally pass hehe.
Cannot wait for sec3.
Today home ec test
teacher told me my food is nutritious.
BUT my spaghetti sauce too sour.
wth? i neva put the lemon or lime,sour???
haiz,den she try my drink she say Healthy, but i dun like avacado =.=
Haiz....

Labels: Bleeding soul. Crying Heart

Kk, did all the relinking.
Blogskin changing soon. The photobucket thingy got buggy.
And it is not reliable. If photobucket delete ur photo,den bye bye =.=
THIS IMAGE IS NOT AVAILABLE

Hmm, pissed off with my 5year old laptop.
It is finally breaking down after 3 formats and the right button spoilt.
=.=
Cannot play games without right button lol

Did sum personal thinking after 12am....
My blogskin gettin BORING.
but not sure what to change to =P
Not really a Naruto fan. or any ANIME at all for that matter.
Halo is my only choice game but the (flood) ?? and the ( great journey ) are giving me the creeps.
Cartoons? dun think so.
Used black too many times,if i re-use black,no variety,so boring.
haiz,if u have any suggestions,pls tell me in the CBOX.
TKS ( still rotting at home )

Back to blogging after a week or so.
Mind rotted away ytd during national day.
Saw everything on tv,not amazed cos i went for preview of NDP 08.
Haiz. the F-16 chey,few METERS apart.
I saw a video from USA, 2 F-16 fly very close to each other,1 upside down and above the other.
The back fin of both planes touches each other. That is called skill. =P
Black Knights hahaha,good try, learn that and i call the 6 of u gods.
Fireworks neva seizes to amaze, i like it, the soundwave and sonic booms send waves of tingly sensations down my body.

Going band nutsy.
Footprint of band so far.

Jan01-July 22 : PRACTICE PRACTICE PRACTICE

July 10 : Aesthetics concert. pathetic, pure patheticness... ( not emo )

July 23 : SIBF. PPL cry,i emo abit cos i felt i neva do my part. got bronze ( SYF silver standard )

July 24 : Band practice with SIBF judge Richard Adams came to visit.

July 25- Aug 07 : PRACTICE PRACTICE PRACTICE ( Juniors hard to teach =P )
Finally understood the pain of my seniors Naing Oo and Aishah when they teach us.

Aug 08 : NDP parade in sch. Woke up early but still ALMOST late. phew ><
Late comers must bring all the instruments up to band room alone,the rest slack.

Aug 09 : Rotted at home but it feels great to have a break after so much band.
One little guy like me can only take soo much stress at one go. lata i break down if have more.

Back to blogging after a very tidious 2weeks.
Mon-Friday for past 2 weeks.
HOMEWORK HOMEWORK HOMEWORK~~~~

Wednesday,Friday,Saturday
BANDBANDBAND

Yesterday
Band Paragon
Last Friday
Band Paragon ( with coral )

STRESS SEH....
Buay da han

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SCHOOL: WESTWOOD SECONDARY.
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SCHOOL: ANGLO-CHINESE JUNIOR COLLEGE

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