Thε Expløsiøи
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Life and Music no longer plays sigificant roles in my living, breathing days.
People like me say a heart of stone ain't so bad.
It is a life of silvers that is worse.
Never in my life have I achieve 1st, only 2nd and beyond.
Demoralised beyond hope, I am only awaken to life by hate and despair.
My face says a million words, but my emotions are says a billion.
Beyond my cheer and hopes is a long dead soul hiding in the shadow of my closet.
Seems pretty emo to most, but it is full of meaning.
HAPPINESS and other emotions are just colours of life.
WHO ARE THEY, the people, to discriminate others like me?
Heartbroken over and over again, never accepted by a girl I like from primary sch till now.
Hope, is what I traded to the devil, in exchange for hate, misery, arrogance and PRADA
( The devil wears prada =D )
I have officially taken the place of old Ridhwan, as the REJECTED FOOL.
While Ridhwan has taken the place of Romeo in the story of Romeo and Juliet.
Instant rejection is what a girl must do if they do not accept a boy.
But a girl made me wait and wait, waiting for her answer and reply.
At this rate, she would reply me only when I'm underground, in a coffin.
Speaking of life of silvers,
I was referring to SYF.
I could not be as smart as KohSiong
I could not be as cool and funny as Ji Yu and SeahCheng
I could not even be the most hated classmate.
What am I?
A SECOND PLACE, SILVER WINNING, LOSER IN LIFE !!!
